Friday, February 3
My awful thoughts
Is it awful of me that after being involved in a volatile relationship and it coming to an end after the 15th breakup I pretend he died. It sounds awful but after after all the mean things are said and done and after weeks of me picking up the pieces, not contacting him, he always comes back. I am so tired of these games and all the name calling that takes place. Is it better to delete all my emails, phone numbers, IM accounts and pretend he died. I feel so guilty to even think this but I feel at peace too.
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I'm sorry to hear that. He is totally not worth it, you deserve someone way better.. There are people who enjoy seeing other run after them and clean up their dirty work just so they can do whatever they want, it's totally unfair but we can't change them, the best thing to do is ignore him and look for someone else. There are plenty of fishes in the sea :)
ReplyDeleteMaybe your mind needs to think this way so you can have closure. You shouldn't feel bad. You have to do whatever it takes to save you, and make sure you take care of you. Its a big step towards a positive change in your life.
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