Paper, am pages, and just talking

Ugh!!!! I'm not sure how to start my paper. Ugh writing isnt fun :( well it is i just cant make ideas when i put it on paper. In my head my paper sound wondeful, but as soon as I start writing I'm like what in the world is that lol. ................................................................................... My lap top is down so im at my moms and boy she can talk your ear off lol, i thought it be better to get out the house to work on my paper, guess i was wrong. And now she rushing me off her computer. To get on facebook lol smh i dont even have a facebook what is up these parents trying to be cool lol. I love these am pages its really help my get out how im feeling about people, life, school, church, God, family, friends, school, lol whatever come to my mind my hair, nails, house clothes, if I would type my am pages I would never stop like now lol i would keep going and going .... well goodnite about to go home and eat something, Im in a lot of pain and dont suppose to be driving but yall want tell anyone RIGHT!!!! lol